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February 19th, 2005

03:37 pm wow. it's been absolutely forever since i've written in here! the past two weeks have just been so crazy busy i haven't had much time for anything! isn't that refreshed face the absolute cutest thing in the entire world? i am refreshed. the play's over. all i have to concentrate on now is school. and i just had a lovely nap. tonight is the awards dinner/banquet for the sears festival. i'm pretty excited. there's a bunch of us going from my play and tony's play and everyone at the banquet usually dresses up so we're all going as the pink ladies/t-birds from grease. i got the most adorable outfit from out of the past yesterday. i'm kind of uggh though because i know tony's going to walk away with a bunch of awards because...well...it's tony and he always does. and i know i'm not going to get anything. it just annoys me because tony got so much more recognition for his play than i got for mine, from everyone, and i worked just as hard. oh well. at least i know i tried. i love this song. it's so romantic. it's from the notebook when noah and allie are dancing in the street. probably my favourite part. yay bef! taking back sunday and jimmy eat world! i'm so excited!!! i'm on my lady days. i'm so annoyed because i have it for the banquet and that's probably the worst. i'm driving literally everyone tonight. steve and erin are meeting me here, then i have to go to around fatima to pick up alyssa, then to the lake area to pick up matt and tony, then to vineland to pick up the other tony and then to st. catharines for the banquet. oooh boy. and i'm running late because i'm sitting here typing away. alas, shall i ever be on time? i love john mayer. split screen sadness just came on. SUMMER LOVIN HAD ME A BLAST! yay grease!!! stay classy! Current Mood: refreshed Current Music: sarah vaughn - i'll be seeing you

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February 7th, 2005

10:20 am home from the cottage! very fun! not at school because i'm so very, very sick. details when i'm better. Current Mood: sick Current Music: modern english - melt with you

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February 3rd, 2005

09:36 am i love john mayer. that's all there is to it. i've been listening to split screen sadness on repeat for the last half hour. it's probably one of my favourite songs of all time. today: clean room. pack. post office to mail crap to york. grocery shopping for cottage. watch united states of leland (maybe). listen to some john mayer. cry because i lost my john mayer cd and need to buy a new one. miss beffy because i haven't seen her in years and she's leaving soon. early night. read over monologues. clean house. i'm bored. my hands are really dry. "i called because i just need to feel you on the line. don't hang up this time. and i know it was me that called it over but i still wish you'd fought me until your dying day. don't let me get away." sigh. i woke up with a headache and i think everyone in the world will agree that is one of the worst feelings and day-starters anyone can have. Current Mood: calm Current Music: john mayer - split screen sadness

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February 2nd, 2005

10:56 am i was just reading a bunch of monologues to audition to york with and i think i found a really great one. it's from oleanna by david mamet. but in my travellings i found a monologue from marilyn and david by renee taylor and joseph bologna. and it has this one great line in it that i wanted to remember forever. so, here it is: "Alright, here's the bottom line. I lied when I said you're exciting. You're romantic. You're brilliant. You're handsome. Here's the truth that no one will ever tell you about yourself. You're just an ordinary guy. This is just a place. I'm just ordinary. It is enough. It's the best thing in the world to be a person. I have everything. I do deserve it, even though it's more than my mother had. I love you. I'm so lucky to have you to see me through my honeymoon. I'm so happy. Goodnight, David." Current Mood: cold Current Music: peter gabriel - salisbury hill

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February 1st, 2005

11:58 pm i am so exhausted right now. it's only midnight but i had an early morning. tomorrow: wake up late. big breakfast. load of laundry. clean room. brian over at noon. go to pen and take picture in photobooth for york. come home. rehersal at 2:30 until 6. get reference letter from mrs. leighton. dry laundry. hang out with brian. sleepies. i was trying to take pictures of myself with my digital so i looked kind of pretty like beffy always does. i failed. and then i dropped my camera and the battery fell out. i can never put the battery in properly, my dad always does it for me. game over. no more pictures tonight. sigh. Current Mood: tired Current Music: hawksley workman - we will still need a song

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03:26 pm i am so stressed out right now. however, i'm also very happy. i've never been very stressed out and yet extremely happy before in my entire life. also, i'm not giddy as my thing says...i just thought the face was frighteningly humourous! i found out today that my audition for york university is on february 13th. and you already know how busy that time is for me because of sears. so i had to fill out this questionnaire and get two reference letters and $40 and a picture of myself in a photobooth and prepare two monologues and send it express post to york so that they can finalize my audition date. oh boy. i already did the questionnaire and found my two pieces (veruca salt from charlie and the chocolate factory and helena from midsummer) and i got a great reference letter from mr. d'amato. tomorrow night i have rehersal for lily plants a garden, where i'll get mrs. leighton's reference letter and tomorrow i'm going to go to the mall with bri and get my picture taken. sooo i just need my parents to go to the bank and get some money order thing to send and then on thursday morning i will be sending it all over via express post. i hope it gets there on time! aaah the rest of my life!! i hate thinking about it! so i'm going to be working my bum off this week to memorize those monologues and practice them. wish me luck!!! hell, at least it'll be out of the way and i won't have to worry about it anymore after this. i just hope it all gets there on time. thursday i have a date with the post office:) i love the shins. tonight: erin's. i'm excited. and i need to get off my butt and shower because i have to pick my mom up at work in half an hour. then i have to go with her to pick out glasses frames. thrilling. i'm tired. i have a headache. i want to go to sleepies. ooo van morrison! Current Mood: giddy Current Music: the shins - new slang

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January 31st, 2005

08:19 pm "grey sweatpants, no makeup, so perfect." well...i have blue sweatpants, no makeup, a messy ponytail and i smell like onion rings. is that good enough for you, johnny? ah harvey's. how gross you make me feel. i'm doing this for you, beffy! who am i kidding? i love my livejournal. like beffy said, new journal. new semester. new me. new me. i'm excited. my hands are freezing for some reason and i can't type properly. psych exam tomorrow. no idea how to study for it. i was born completely unable to study. i get distracted too easily. i think that's the understatement of the century. this weekend brian, wes, tim, amanda, steve, maggie, rico, greg, matt, erin and me are going up to the cottage. i'm pretty excited. i need to relax and i hope this is the perfect opportunity. then next week...THE PLAY! on february 10th we do two performances for the feter schools, on the 11th we do two night performances for the public and on the 14th we go to sears!!! aaah! i'm nervous! but excited! more nervous. i've been trying to download red by treble charger all effing afternoon but it's not working. i'm so distressed. ooo i just found a song by my johnny i haven't heard before. what a treat! and a duet with him and dispatch! even more beautiful! i hope they work! wish me luck! Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: simon and garfunkel - the only living boy in new york

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